Another vent...

EDIT:
Thanks so much for all your advices and encouragements. I'm really REALLY grateful for everything you've all done for me. I told my parents about it and they're going to talk to my teacher tomorrow. Hopefully, things will get better.
I was seriously thinking of suicide, but your words have helped me and I don't know how to thank you all enough...


Hey, so... I'm so sorry for having so much venting on my journals lately that aren't even related to my writing. It's just that I don't know where else to go for these kinds of stuff...

I need your help. What am I supposed to do with bullies that attack silently (like.. they do stuff that doesn't have enough evidences to prove that it was them who did it)? Facing them myself and asking them to stop might not end well because they might just get mad and do worse towards me, and asking help won't do much because the teacher would most likely just give them a lecture and they'd become mad and again, that wouldn't end well.

I've been patient with them for a long time, but last Friday was the last straw. I can't handle them any longer, but I don't even know what I can do to make them stop. I swear, if this goes on, I just might end it myself.

I just don't know what to do. I don't even know what wrong I did to them...